30

Today is April 24th, 2011...today I turn 30.

Wow, I don't really even know what this means...am I suppose to be grown up now? Am I suppose to have a set profession? A house? A dog? A volvo? A partner? I'm pretty sure that's what I had in mind for me about 20 years ago...man, was I ever wrong.

I'm still only 5 1/2 years old, have no idea what I wanna be when I grow up, I'm squeezed into a studio apartment (that is in the state of construction madness), without a dog, volvo or partner...but common, bring on the 30th! I don't believe my age will ever change in my mind anyway...I am and will forever be 5 1/2 cause I like it that way and weather my driver's license tells the age of 30 or 29 is less important. More important is however to figure out where in life I actually stand. 3 years ago while arranging for a 30th birthday party I remember thinking about what my 30th would look like. Now the fact that I was very wrong 20 years ago isn't such a surprise...but that I'd be that far off only from 3 years ago (as I thought an angel would bring to a tropical island where we'd be sipping margaritas all day on my birthday) has made me realize even more so that life plans are overrated and to just stick with the flow and go where the wind takes me... So, cheers everyone, to the 30th and to the wind!